LOST

hmmm...okay...not sure where to start
well...i guess lets begin with my argument with sotong.
i think i've had enough of having good freinds, being a good goody, thinking that u're helping the person but actually u're not. and to make things worse, you ruin your life too!
since that day when sotong blurted out what he said to his dearest fatin, i ended up hating him with all my guts. i mean...i think he's a bastard, can't even keep a secret between me and him. Just because of a bitch. i mean....7 years of friendship, and this is what he gives me? FUCK LAH YOU. but i guess i have to accept the fact laa...boys will be boys. There will never be a thing called best friends between two opposite sexes....one will always tend to break another person's heart, purposely, or non-purposely.

Okay, enough about hafiz (prefer to call him that now, sotong is too manja). Wira left us on 25th August 2004, or so i assume. I still feel the loss and lonely, since it's a common knowledge that Wira is my one and only....15 years of being together, that's very long. Just arrived back here (home) at 7 today to meet Wira's substitute, a kitten called BUSHIDO. BUSHIDO???? What kind of name is that? Dad gave the name, he said that it reminds him of the Bush's ruling era. hahaha....To make things worse...the cat is female...so imagine the noise she brings to the house. i mean....i've had enough ameera and all, now BUSHIDO? waa......things might change a lot now.

Now...Adi. MY life has been evoving a lot around him lately. not sure why, but i guess he's been calling a lot. No...i'm not in love.....at least yet. i think he's just a friend in need, a re-bound if u can say. but he's soooo nice. He told me a few days back that he's broken up with his gf. Ouch...yeah, i felt bad for him. but deep inside me, i dunno, i felt a bit relieved? aci x? i mean....i do think i like him but mum and dad has set the rules....so i don't think i'll be able to break it to him. he'll be the next hayree, i suppose. Sorry...

EXAM DAH DEKAT....and i've not been studying so hard...how?